For a girl who has nothing to give but love and happiness to those around her, she lives in a world where people view her as "different" and "strange". No one gives her time to break from her shell and show her true colors because they have already made assumptions, and those assumptions are what ruin a normal life for her. She is not only seen as different at this point by her class mates, but her teachers as well and this brings about assumptions among not only her peers but instructors. She tries too hard for what little she is given, but the little she is given she is content with. I am content with what little I am given. I am so ready to break from my high school.
Going to prom this year
My dress is going to be gorgeous! Though the reasons I will be attending are...
1.) music (mostly for this reason)
3.) theme of dance
4.) showing off my dress
5.) reason to buy dress
No one to go with. No one to dance with. Probably will sit there all hunched up in the corner singing songs like a total creeper. -_-
Well...that was depressing.
Unfortunately it gets worse.
I have no one to take, so my back up plan is my cousin. I love her to death, but it tugs at my heart strings knowing I have no one else to take other then my COUSIN.
Overall it just hurts. The whole ordeal just irks me.
Oh well. If no one is interested then I certainly can not MAKE them interested.
Love to all ~ sorry for the long rant in this fine journal entry. Just sharing my thoughts.
Listening to: anything metal!
Reading: Black Bird (where is 16!!!!!!!!!) <-- still wai
Watching: Black rock shooter